In this final month before “see ya soon,” we’re holding close the small moments, the big emotions, and the joy of watching our daughter step into her calling.
With just a month to go before our daughter leaves for North Macedonia to begin her Peace Corps service, we’re feeling a whirlwind of emotions—proud, anxious, excited, and reflective, all at the same time.
I would not be completely honest if I didn’t say as I write this post, tears are falling from my eyes. The pride is undeniable. Watching your child take a bold step like this—choosing to dedicate over two years of her life to serving others in a completely different part of the world—is humbling. It’s the kind of decision that shows depth, courage, and conviction.
She’s not just talking about wanting to make a difference—she’s doing it. But there’s also the quiet ache that comes with knowing she’ll be far from home, living a life that will be so different from ours. We worry, of course. Will she be safe? Will she have the support she needs? Will she find community and comfort in the unfamiliar? These are natural concerns for any parent, but they’re intensified when your child is heading halfway across the world. At the same time, we’re excited with her.
We’ve learned a lot about North Macedonia through her preparation, and we’re fascinated by the history, culture, and beauty of the place she’ll soon call home. We know she’ll grow in ways we can’t yet imagine—and that this experience will shape her perspective for the rest of her life. We have begun planning a family trip this winter to visit her. I think we both will feel better once we see where she will be spending her next 24 months.
Mostly, we’re trying to be fully present during this last month—making the most of conversations, shared meals, and little everyday moments. We’re holding space for her dreams, holding back some of our fears, and holding tight to the love and support we’ll continue to offer, even from afar.
As we cross the remaining items off her list, i know the inevitable is near and her departure will be a reality. My husband continues to say, “she’s really going?”. It’s not easy—but it’s meaningful. And that’s what matters most.
They say that good parents give their children the tools they need to succeed and that we have to let them go.
The world is big and we are excited for Lily to see what is out there!
